red/purple/brown

November 21, 2009

DYED MY HAIR!! thanks to pantat. hehe sorry for being bitchy. i think my tolerance level now very low. i get angry easily. heheh. sorry but i still love you! now waiting for ah du and can cut my fringe! woohoo. then hair is settled. FINALLY. haha

i cant believe i went to Giant tamp so early laa. plus rainy weather. makes it worst -.- but i still love the chilly weather though. and i didnt eat the whole day! till i went to Alinas. where my orders came late -.- thanks to the AC. but one guy was cute hot. hahah and i saw nazree at giant-.- and idk why i'm scared to face him. hahha. but oh wells. you're getting engaged! whoo. no more flings. damnit. hahaha

i need a friend who can drive me on tuesday! pretty please anyone?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

i think onsugar should have those auto save thingy. cause the other day i blogged damn long. and my comp lagged. and everything was gone! gone i tell you. damnit. so my holidays has been gooood. op was not bad. haha so yea.

 

 

girl: do you wanna be my boyfriend?

boy: this is so random. for real?

girl: yea i know this is random. so you wanna?

boy: if i'm honest with you, ya there's a part of me that wants to. but i have not even met you in person, i'm broke half of the time and i'm a bit cautios of girls now

girl: yea i know. so what if you broke most of the time.

boy: okay answer my questions first. do you listen to SOAD? do you conform to a group? do you wear dresses? are you cynic?

girl: i dont need to answer all these qns and ald know i'm not your type. but here goes... no i dont listen to them and conform to a group. dresses depending on where i'm gng. and no not a cynic.

boy: then i guess i dont have to say much.

girl: hahahh this is fun.

cute right. i was bored. so decided to make freddie to play along with me. met my bitches today. and i'm bored now. and apparently the girl didnt exist? hahaha prolly you took too much junk. fucker. why is everyone green nowadays. i think i should sleep cause i'm going giant tmr! hahaha hopefully i can wake up. and why am i excited? lol. i wanna pick awesome food for class chalet. yummy!

dream a little dream

November 12, 2009

OP is gonna be great. yes it will and i am very sure of that. all the best to you Barbies! we are gonna be fine ((:

tmr marks the last day of me being stressed with school for the year. weeeheeehee then i got a month to let myself loose and then back to studying -.- haha yea i am a nerd. and i told fathi last week that i feel like a nerd o.o just cause i wore uniform to simpang. haha omg menses sucks alot. i hate it that it comes without any warning! thank God that it didnt come during my OP laa. heng to the max. can't wait for tmr and i will be eating ALOT! haha how to lose weight sia like this. lunch at seoul garden and dinner at bedok corner. wah liaoooz. this is rabak manzzz. but i so cant wait for the weeks ahead of me! meeting my baby after so long! i cant wait to meet you and tell you all the bitchy stories. dont pai tao uhh! i'll hunt you at your school and we can have a picnic at the reservoir. hehe. i hope we have extra $$ so we can you know you know.

my dear friend, i feel like giving up at times too. but please dont go into hiding. your annoyance will begreatly missed by me.. so just listen to me can?! tsk. if i can accept you for your honesty. then you should too for what i said to you. so please smile ((: i know you're stress with your FYP but you are gonna do great. i believe in you.

 

I realize now that when your heart breaks you got to fight like hell to make sure you're still alive. i am a strong girl emotionally and mentally. and i am proud of that.

 

dear H

November 11, 2009

 

 

 

OMG AM I HAPPY FOR YOU OR WHAT. haha and you only tell me now?! tsk tsk. wah liaoo. your picture big or what siaa at the papers. haha congrats to you. haha sorry for saying that you wont win since they didnt call you. but yey! you won again. hahahaaa how awesome you get recognised for doing something you love((:  and thank you for believing in me.

i need to bathe. i need to get back to my maths. urgh. i'm tired. tsk

BOOOZE EM'

November 09, 2009

omg. can everybody like stop what they are doing. i'm fine. say their names infront of me. i'm okay with it. not as if i'll die or what right or go into a freaking pissed mode when their names are mentione. tsk. i'm okay.

what happier days can i get other than hanging with friends with all the stress i'm going through ((:

finally got my thosai after so long! hehe. and the oh so sedaap ice milo!

ALL THE BEST TO THE A-LEVEL-ERS!

yoohoo!

November 04, 2009

omg! how long have i not been updating? hahaha dunno if i still have readers. ahha so anyways. i'm happy! like after whatever that has happened. yay much! you guys can go suck cock. so anyways.. hahah pw maths pw maths pw maths. boring hor. but omg. last lap and i'm gonna be done with it. malay is so OVER! yahooooo! now i can be like you poly kids and say that i dont have to talk mother tongue anymore. yes ahhh! i'm advanced to year 3= must pass common test. )): but i know i can do it! yes i can. hahaha been very optimistic and farid said that too. heheh.

so many things happened past weeks. just the other day, i met ris low! hahahha yes boomz shingz girl. hahaha she is all alone. seriously. kinda kesian her also. but wth. lazy to approach her. although the whole one hour she was next to my classmate spinning. hahah what else? ouh went to watch TP vs RP rugby match. FIRST fun exciting match i've watched. hahah and omg the pantats!! I LIKE! hahah. and of cause my lajam played. ahha took tp bus home. other stuffs happen to. cant really rmb. but althought i've been crushed and whatever not. i still am happy ((: thanks to you guys! love you many many!

if you intend to leave at the end of the day, then dont even bother coming in the first place.

eventhough R was the meanest, he is still there for me no matter what has happened in the past.

i'll be okay

October 20, 2009

 

 

it's this very song i always fall back on.